Monday, July 19, 2010

breakdown

i had a complete emotional breakdown.

i'm so sick of being sick. i know this is normal. i should be filled with pride and joy over the creation of this new life.

but making friends with the toilet is not exactly how i wanted to spend the first part of my pregnancy. i should be glowy, and happy, and telling anyone who will listen about this miracle i'm baking.

but it's non stop nausea. i'm trying anything and everything. i havent been able to keep any food down today. liquids either. i sent hubby out for some soup and 7up, and am hoping that helps. i'm also going to try some emetrol, and hopefully that keeps the nausea down for 10 minutes... grrrrr.

i guess i just had my first good crying spell for no "serious" reason at all... gotta love the hormones.

and i REALLY have to love my hubby for dealing with such an emotional basketcase.

2 comments:

  1. ugh I really hope you dont get hyperemesis gravidrum! Dude mine was so bad I had to get picc lines, inhome nursing care, hospitalizations, medication pumps!

    Let me know RIGHT AWAY how your appointment goes!!!!!

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  2. omg! i didnt know you had all that! ugh... it was all worth it though, wasnt it? i seriously feel sooooooo much better with that medicine!

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