news and updates

ladies and gentlemen, we have movement! the monkey is definitely jumping around and doing acrobatics in there! it's the neatest feeling ever!

tests came back and our monkey is healthy! no major birth defects! have another ultrasound in about 2.5 weeks or so.

next friday, we're going to get an ultrasound to see if we can find out the gender! i cant wait to find out if we have a hamburger or a hot dog. lol.

sickness is still here, but it's definitely less than it was.

however, no let up on the energy part... i have none... zero. and it sucks.

last

this is going to hopefully be my last pregnancy. while i am so excited about the little screaming bundle of joy that is the prize of this ordeal.... getting there is damn near killing me.

i just spent the last 3 days on my couch, because of the most intense migraine ever. i tried EVERYTHING to get rid of it... and it eventually just took sleep... lots of it.

every pregnancy symptom that i can possibly have.... i have. and to the tenth power. i dont think i can deal with this again after this....

aaaaand, cue the hormones.

one thing... all it took was one thing. i watched some sappy vid a friend posted on FB and i started crying after about 10 seconds.

i've pretty much been crying nonstop since then. everything is getting to me right now.

is there ONE pregnancy symptom i can go without please? sheesh.

ok, so i lied.

i thought i would be okay because i had a day without the zofran.

nonsense. it's been even worse. and because mother nature loves me so much... she threw in the heartburn. so i've got all that going at once!

dr appt tomorrow. new doc, so hopefully that goes okay!

ding dong

the nausea is dead! well... day one of no nausea at least.

although it was replaced by a wicked case of heartburn..... hooray for tums

what if?

all i can think about lately, is the negatives. what if something is wrong? what if he or she has a birth defect? i'm completely consumed with this right now. i wonder about the tests, how accurate they are, when i can have them..

and what if? what if i cant handle this?

so many things that could wrong.... im terrified.

the second coming!

no, not christ... puberty!

i feel like i should be checking myself out for new body hair while im at it.

my face is so broken out! i rarely get any kind of skin issues... and for some reason, my face is a damn pizza pie right now.

so as i'm in the in between stage where i dont exactly look "pregnant" to those who may not know... i'm also breaking out, and acting completely bitchy.

i wish i could wear a sign around my neck that says "dont mind me... i'm pregnant"

woods

okay, so i'm "out of the woods" i guess.... i'm past the point where i need to worry a whole lot about losing this little guy (or girl!). i should be able to relax and enjoy (ha ha) the rest of the pregnancy!

if only..... if only my nausea would go away... i'm still popping these nausea pills like candy. in fact, i feel like im taking MORE now. my boobs still hurt, i keep getting these headaches. it would just be nice to feel normal! LOL

doctor appt next week. she couldnt get me in any sooner. i should be scheduled for another ultrasound.. this one to test for genetic issues and birth defects.